Akira's Inner Thoughts

Hmmm well now

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 19:19:22 GMT

it seems that everytime i decide to make an entry its months later or years later hopefully this time will be differant :D

so i have a news...lets see well mike and i had our baby hes a healthy baby boy named Gavin Orlando Michael Terrio

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 13:09:30 GMT

So nothing new really, one of my so called friends is telling people that im lieing about the hole thing, like come on why the hell would i lie about something that importent, i got meagerly bitched at by my mother and i almost got disowned by my grandmother over the whole thing so why would i get lie and i have doctors (three) saying i am and they dont lie now do they???....huh huh it just doesnt make sence!!!

GOD I HATE SOME PEOPLE!!!!

sad

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 16:48:30 GMT

alot has happened since the last time i updatede, like i went away two weekends ago and only came back to get cleaned up and get clean clothes and i had some peopel come with me and i thought i could trust them well i caoud trust them all but one...ADAM COX! that ass hole went upstairs into my peopels room and stole over a $100 dollors and i got kicked out. now i'm back living with my mother....yay...NOT! dont get me wrong it's a place ither then the streets but being on my own was so much better! george and i are dating and have been for like 2 weeks or more...i realy like him! kimberly and barry are no more or at lest that what he told me to tell her... i like her but she can't take the hunt. i'm looking for a place to live and i NEED a roommeet like wow bad cuz i wont be able to have an apartment by myself, kim wonts us to get an apartment but i dont know i she can handle the resposability of having to pay reant and other bills and she doesnt even have a job yet and she 18, even i have had sokind of job...bbsitting but its still $$ in my pocket right...:D

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 12:35:54 GMT

hung out with george yestreday and last night along with me x-bf adam c his new gf (who is now my very kool new friend :D), will, ben, sam. and three others (didn't get their names) we all had a blast but adam's gf had to go home so well all decide to hang out tonight :D:D:D

im getting my hair redone today thank god, i can't wait i hate it right now!! kim called me last night and i wasnt around because george and i went back to my place to get his sweter he left here the other night and i wanted to get pants on instade of the skirt i was wearing :D last night i never went to bed till 4:30 am :S blah im sleepy.

anyways i'll writ more later :D byebye (kiss kiss)

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 14:06:47 GMT

You are a pure angel. You have a kind, sweet, and
shy attitude towards life. You someitmes feel
shy and timid to step forward but you step
forward to give yourself a chance to keep
living to help others. Your favorite thing to
do is help children or your local neighbors.
You love doing charity work and help when ever
possible. You also see the 'unseen' strengths
others have that they didn't even know have.

What Angel Resides In Your Soul?
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Your personality is best represented by the
traditional Japanese Katana. You are brave
beyond words and rarely (if ever) act for your
own personal gain. Your honor is very
important to you, and you strive to better
yourself and help others. You try not to let
emotions get in the way of making a sound
decision, and are usually quite successful.

What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
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more quizse

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:50:31 GMT

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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What color are you? (Anime Pictures)
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Your Hidden Power Is Fire

You have a strong and courageou soul. You show
no fear when it comes to protecting the ones
you love. You know when choosing between right
and wrong. You also are quite the rebel.

Gem Stone:Ruby, Eye
Color:Red,Hair Color:Red with Blonde
streaks that is just below your arm pits pulled
back into a pony tail.

Quote:If you're lost I'll keep you warm
and if your low just hold on..cause I will be
your safety.....don't leave home.....

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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better

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:16:17 GMT

im feeling better now, dont really know why but i am and thats all that matters right....:D so i was talking to tasha last night and she got a kitty cat (aww) i wanna see i she said that the cat was a stray but now the kitty has a home :D....more later

Quizes

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 14:11:59 GMT

You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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YOU ARE A SEXY FLIRT!!!!!!! That's very hot and you
know that too!! You like to flirt with your
body and usually you get the wolves howlin!!
People think your so damn sexy and confident!
You know what you're doin when you are flirtin
and when you flirt you usually get what you
want! Keep up the pimpin, pimpin!!!!!

what kind of flirt are you?
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yawn

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 13:11:26 GMT

so ya know that i found my user name and password im going to write in this thing every day...well at lest try to anyways. kim and i never got to go to barry amd george's house because they weren't home and i also didn't have a key to get back into my house last night because my boyfriend had my keys so he could get his stuff yesterday mornning but he never did get it and when i got back home i had to call pugs (adam) to get my keys back and low and be hold he wasn't fucking home!! we got to my place at like 8:30 we never got into my house until like 10:30 and that was because they people i live with came home and let us in!!

oh and just this passed saturday the women i ues to bbsit for said that she doesn't wont me to bbsist for her anymore for a "long lsit of reasons" then she said that i could bbsit the kids for a week or two, (ya right) god i hate people...

amanda i hope you do good in school this year! (thought i would just put that in there :D) she plans to take all kinds of hard courses like astronomy geology, psychology and an anthropology!! (go her) she and i took an astronomy class in hight school and i miss that class given though i almost didn't pass it :D i was planing to go back to school, and go into early child hood development! but that didn't happen! :S

but anyways, my mothers mad at me for getting fierd and my dad's made because i gave adam my keys so he can get his fucking stuff (god what is with people and being mad at me i fucking hate it!! i wish they would all leave me alone and stay out of my buesness!)

anyways i'm off to do something...bye loves you all (kiss kiss)

hi!!!

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 16:25:59 GMT

i haven't updated in a long time....like feb 9th :D but anyways alot has happened pugs is back home down in sackville now(living) and we are currently dating yay ya, i think my best friends mad at me for that but oh well i love her anyways. been hanging down in sambro, thats where i grew up, i've been seeing more of my real dad and old friend i have hang around with in forever like (kimberley Doubleday (who is dating my x-boyfriend Barry)) yesterday me, puges, george and kim all went down to dragon and butterfly in dartmouth to get kim's belly button done.... i got kicked out of my house by my mother over three months ago and is now living all by my lonesome! :( and now it's 1: 27 pm and im going to the beach! :D

love and miss you all (K)(K) *kiss kiss*
~Amanda~ aka ~Akira~

Back yet again later tonight kim and i are going to go hang out with barry and george ( i have george's hat) lol way off topic but meh!

again: it's 7:55 and kim and i going back to my house then hopfly over to barry and george's house....bye

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 18:06:56 GMT

today is wensday and my mom has her getair practies tonight after work :D she teaching me to play :D, i have a problem, but i dont wanna get into it right now!

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 02:34:31 GMT

YAY YAY i got to talk to my puges today i'm so happy :D he moved and i dont get to see him anymore and that makes me sad... :(

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 00:36:12 GMT

me and tara are going to halfix on friday to shop we might go into little mystories :D i love that store, its full of wicca stuff :D and it smells really good, then im going to a movie with tasha, luc and deon. then on saturday we are planing on going skating :D and then sunday we might (big on the might) be drinking fun fun :D

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 03:55:01 GMT

oh my god my friend tasha got me to listing to a VERY OLD band called ACE OF BASE can you beleave that man their like old. anyways today i didnt do much i went out with my mother, her and i are getting along much better then two weeks ago when she kicked me out (Meanie) anyways i'm home now and everythings good for now! haha i wonder how long that well last?? Hmmm (thinks not long)anyways im off to listin to more ace of base :D I <3 Ace of base!!!!!!

later Dayz

hoping

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 18:33:22 GMT

today im hoping that luc and deon comew down to see me today :D

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 23:23:13 GMT

i was going to go to my tasha's but i never made it cuz i was hoping that maybe deon and luc might show up like i told then to but they didnt ohh but that wasnt the only reason here is cuz i didnt get u till 2 and tasha was still sleeping :D oh well there's always next weekend (right?)

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 22:26:23 GMT

Youre a Vampire. Full of darkness and good looks.
You adore the night and everything in it. You
also love a good life, good drinks (blood!) and
beautiful black coats. You love what you are
and wouldnt change it for anything.

Are you an Angel, a Vampire or a Werewolf?
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You have an intense kiss! You and your partner
connect when you kiss and you forget about the
rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~

What anime kiss are you?
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ok

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 22:59:29 GMT

today was an okya day i went to a party...lol only four people were there and all we did was do mack up and hair...i got my hair curled well half curled cause the girl i came with her mom showed up early so it dint get done :( oh well its all good. tonight i sapose to stay at tasha's but she changed the plans again on me, so i may have nothing to do...BLAH

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 20:33:27 GMT

last night i hang out with Tasha,Luc and Deon again (MMMMM DEON :D )anyways it was fun we watched T.V and tash and i played with his cats (their sooo cute) then we came home (WOW doesnt sound every fun but meh it was) my life isn't much funner then that i guess :S oh well amybe this weekend will be funer :D

LATER DAYZ!

very bizzar

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 18:59:31 GMT

I got this story in my eamils today I thought it was a kool little story that everyone might like :D

When some things are meant to be . . . they're really meant to be!

Do you like to read a good murder mystery?

Not even Law and Order would attempt to capture this mess.
This is an unbelievable twist of fate!!!

At the 1994 annual awards dinner given for Forensic Science,
AAFS President Dr. Don Harper Mills astounded his audience
with the legal complications of a bizarre death.

Here is the story:

On March 23, 1994 the medical examiner viewed the body of Ronald Opus,
andconcluded that he died from a shotgun wound to the head. Mr. Opus had
jumped from the top of a ten-story building intending to commit suicide.

He left a note to the effect indicating his despondency. As he fell past the
ninth floor, his life was interrupted by a shotgun blast
passing through a window, which killed him instantly. Neither
the shooter nor the deceased was aware that a safety net had been installed
just below the eighth floor level to protect some building workers, and that
Ronald Opus would not have been able to complete his suicide the way he had
planned.

"Ordinarily," Dr Mills continued, "Someone who sets out to
commit suicide and ultimately succeeds, even though the mechanism might not
be what he intended, is still defined as committing suicide." That Mr. Opus
was shot on the way to certain death, but probably would not have been
successful because of the safety net, caused the medical examiner to feel
that he had a homicide on his hands.

The room on the ninth floor, where the shotgun blast emanated,was occupied
by an elderly man and his wife. They were arguing vigorously, and he was
threatening her with a shotgun. The man was so upset that when he pulled
the trigger, he completely missed his wife, and the pellets went through the
window, striking Mr. Opus.

When one intends to kill subject "A" but kills subject "B"
in the attempt, one is guilty of the murder of subject "B." When
confronted with the murder charge, the old man and his wife were both
adamant, and both said that they thought the shotgun was not loaded. The
old man said it was a long-standing habit to threaten his wife with the
unloaded shotgun. He had no intention to murder her.

Therefore the killing of Mr. Opus appeared to be an accident;that is,
assuming the gun had been accidentally loaded.

The continuing investigation turned up a witness who saw the
old couple's son loading the shotgun about six weeks prior to the fatal
accident. It transpired that the old lady had cut off her son's
financial support and the son, knowing the propensity of his father to use
the shotgun threateningly, loaded the gun with the expectation that his
father would shoot his mother.

Since the loader of the gun was aware of this, he was guilty
of the murder even though he didn't actually pull the trigger. The case now
becomes one of murder on the part of the son for the death of Ronald Opus.

Now comes the exquisite twist...

Further investigation revealed that the son was, in fact, Ronald Opus. He
had become increasingly despondent over the failure of his attempt to
engineer his mother's murder. This led him to jump off the ten-story
building on March 23rd, only to be killed by a shotgun blast passing through
the ninth story window.

The son, Ronald Opus, had actually murdered himself.

So the medical examiner closed the case as a suicide.

A true story from Associated Press, Reported by Kurt Westervelt

I'm hot :S

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 19:54:59 GMT

My rooms too hot :( need some coldness here, even outside is worm....gesss

:D

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 20:54:21 GMT

Yeserday i spent the night at tasha's house and luc and deon staied there also we played an game called atmustfear, it was an okyagame i would have been better if we really new how to play :D anyways. im home now and board out of my mind, but ither then that so far my day has been good.

Bord on a saturday

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 22:24:29 GMT

Today two friensds were coming down and never showed up yet so i called and he was still sleeping :D lol i wakl him up and now their on there way when Deon gets to lucs :D mmmm Deon :D any whays later dayz

~Hi~

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 23:40:26 GMT

can you belive how cold is is -30 brrr *freazzes into a ice cube*

"Brackish" by Kittie

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 20:52:00 GMT

She is not scared to die
The best things in life drive her to cry

Crucify then learn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}
Sit and watch me burn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}

She's led to believe
That it'll be OK
Look at your face
Scarred in dismay
But times have changed
And so have you
I think I'd rather

Crucify than learn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}
Sit and watch me burn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}

I'd like to take you down
And show you deep inside
My life, my inner working of smell
And lack of inner pride
To touch upon the surface
Is not for what it seems
I take away my problems
But only in my dreams

Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong

Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong

Crucify than learn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}
Sit and watch me burn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}

Crucify than learn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}
Sit and watch me burn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}

Crucify than learn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}
Sit and watch me burn
{Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you
He's your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong}